First off, I am not going to sit here and say that the last 14 years of my life were a waste and that they were awful, because that would be a lie. They were some of the best days and years of my life. However, I learned a lot about myself in just one week that I wish I could have learned years ago, but the saying goes sometimes it's a little too late, and usually, well honestly, it did used to piss me off. Id fight it and beg for another chance. Well, ive been given so many that im okay with accepting that this is it, it's really over. There were definitely times I pushed him too far to the point of pushing him over the edge, I lied, I cheated, I accused him of cheating. So many of the things I did them. But in these last summer months my insecurities were so awful that I destroyed it all. In fact, ive been insecure the entire time and thats why I pushed the man I loved with my entire heart and soul so far away. I always over thought things that I ended up making stupid mista...
Welcome to my world, where healing is messy, resilience is real, and life as a working mom of five is pure chaos and triumph. I’ve faced loss, autoimmune disease, alcoholism recovery, and mental health struggles—learning survival is more than getting through, it’s about growing, laughing, and finding joy. This blog is my raw, unfiltered space for sharing the highs, lows, and lessons. Let’s push forward together!